Even though I've reached that point where I can carelessly say; fuck you, it annoys me. " A change will do you good" - one of few statements I actually believe in. Now it seems like this is my contrubution to this world of unhappiness, and I can honestly tell you that it tires me. I'm sick and tired of having this gutfeeling now and then, but how do I make it dissappear? Maybe I'm my own to blame, for always making the wrong decisions and for believing everything always will work it self out, but what am I else to believe? It always ends up in lack of satisfaction - one way or another.